I am originally from Manhattan and moved to San Francisco in 1993. I would say that each and every day I think about my days in the Big Apple and in particular the heart and soul of the people and place. It is truly a remarkable city. I have watched many of the memorial shows including the Steven Spielberg produced ” The Rising – Rebuilding Ground Zero” which was so incredible. New Yorkers’ spirit and dedication and devotion to the fallen and the commitment to the future Twin Towers leaves me speechless. But the 2 hour documentary tonight hosted by Robert DeNiro filmed by two French documentarians who were actually in the buildings completely by accident as the planes struck was extraordinary, heart breaking and overwhelming.

This is the first anniversary since 2001 where I have really allowed myself to feel the devastation and loss. The thought that New York has to be patrolled by police with machine guns and terrorist squads is so profoundly sad to me. I knew the New York where a 12 year ( myself ) could walk the streets with my Golden Retriever, Sir Chipper of Kent and feel completely safe. It’s true. I walked him all over Manhattan for miles and miles. That dog started my deep and profound attachment and connection that I have for canines.

I am blessed that I have the career I do, it has given me purpose and I know I affect people’s lives with joy and happiness. I know there is so much I have not done yet in my life, I guess we all have something we could have accomplished but haven’t, but one thing I do know without any doubt is that the decision to become a dog groomer and particularly a home dog groomer was the right one so, if I had to endure a 9/11 I would feel a sense of peace for my soul.

To all the people who perished, you are not forgotten.